Hey all. And by that I mean, hey me! And maybe L? G is off visiting a grad school today and he has the camera, so this will be a pictureless post.
I admit I'm feeling a bit at loose ends. It's weird when G's not there. When he's around I find myself sometimes wishing I had more alone time - not that I don't absolutely LOVE spending time with him, but sometimes you want your own time, ya know? - and now that I have an evening of unmitigated alone time I'm not sure how to spend it. I find myself missing him already. I know that feeling is absurd to a certain extent - I don't Normally see him during the day and I did see him just this morning as he left - but I'm already pining for the lack of him I will experience this evening.
We're not the kind of couple who needs to spend every waking hour together and never have been. We go for quite a few days sometimes seeing each other only as we get ready in the mornings. It's only when he's physically incapable of going home that I find myself feeling homesick for him.
I suppose that's kind of nice actually. I am not one for love at first sight or anything thunder-clappy, but I honestly can't imagine my life without him. He's my best friend, closest confidant, and best of all makes me laugh at myself. He is my true love.
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